Time to Cool Down...

I've been known to be a a very chilled type of person. I don't let things get to me unless it's life threatening and even then I try to put it into perspective. My accident last week came out of nowhere (which defines an accident I know) but I've gone from pissed to what can I do to rectify this situation. This took about a week to accomplish and I've stopped letting it consume my every waking thought?


Since having one of my best friend pass away from bone cancer about three years ago I really don't let things get to me because I'm here and she isn't and I shouldn't be complaining about anything. But human nature does happen and I forget but I think its important to really reflect, breathe, see the situation and move on from it. 


Looking for a job and looking for love are my two main objectives now although the love part can be a bit tricky :). And I'll be honest I have been really nonchalant about finding love. I still have those self esteem issues but I do plan on going to a Speed Dating Event on August 9th and will be my goal to do at least one date related activity a month. 


I guess my main objective is to procrastinate less and do more activities. I've yet to work on my vision board and I started to let the job search consume me so I've decided not to look at the job wanted posts every day. Sunday, Wednesday and Friday are the days I will be looking for employment. Thursdays are my days of where I go to weight watchers meetings and work on my artwork. Basically its "ME" day. Yes I draw, I used to do it in high school then "BILLS, RESPONSIBILITIES, WORKING, COLLEGE" came into play and I stopped. I love drawing and will post some of my work in later posts.



I guess the bottom line is to have a plan in place because time waits for no one. I mean tomorrow is August 1st where the heck did the Summer go?



I've been meaning to mediate in the mornings as well but that has faltered so I'm thinking before I go to bed but have yet to do that. So as I am a person who likes her "To Do Lists," I've created an alarm on my phone for mediation time to reflect on the day that has past and to prepare for the coming day and I'll start tonight!


"Until you value yourself, you won't value your time. Until you value your time, you will not do anything with it." - M. Scott Peck


Til the next time!


- Loree